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    Thursday, July 21

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    I wish only once everyone will understand me
    Understand my situation and my leave

    Speak to me! What was it that I did?
    The sword of care has been drown...

    The isolation kills me
    (Yet) Killing me is easier

    So, speak to me! What was it that I did?
    The sword of care has been drown...

    I wish only once everyone will understand me
    I am happy if everyone understand what they should understand

    Insha' Allah, I am okay if everyone blame on me
    I am okay to give everyone mandate to punch on me

    Speak to me! What was it that I did?
    The sword of care has been drown...

    I wish only once everyone will understand me
    Understand my situation and my leave

    I am very sorry to everyone for my bad deeds...
    I fear Allah will blame on me, indeed... He should blame me!
    Hopefully, no other people will do what have I do! 
    Trust me... It's HARD!!!
    Astaghfirullah al adzeem...

    2 comments:

    1. akak said...:
      July 21, 2011 at 11:10 PM

      alwaqtu i'laj
      time will tell
      sesetengah masalah tu terjawab dgn masa....
      bukankah nabi yusuf hanya mendapat jawapan kepada mimpinya 40tahun kemudian?
      ...hanya bagi ereka yang bersabar, atas ujian tuhannya.

    1. The Mind of Super Muslim said...:
      July 21, 2011 at 11:20 PM

      Kakak,
      Kita (diri-sendiri) kurang nak sabar sebab semua orang dah tak boleh sabar dengan kita (diri-sendiri).
      Kita sangat berharap semua orang redha... tapi ia hanya membuatkan kita (diri-sendiri) bersalah yang tersangat bersalah.
      Terasa JAHAT, TERUK, dan KRITIKAL. Kalau kakak tahu mana-mana pusat pemulihan akhlak, kita (diri-sendiri) nak masuk sana...

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